I Did Not Waste Palawan
















!!! Beware, this is an EMO Post

Written 7 July 2009

Everyone connotes depression with being alone. Somehow I feel like it’s becoming a universal equation. Like that of Einstein’s Law of Relativity? (E=mc¬2) … Alone = Loneliness + Depression. I almost believed that this is true because I always thought that depression is a consequence of being alone. You may mix and match the formula, you still end up alone and depressed.

Someone said I wasted Palawan. He said that, because I went to Palawan alone. I dared to defy the certain. I was alone, yes… but I wasn’t depressed. I was lonely, yes… but I wasn't depressed.

Palawan is a very wonderful and amazing paradise and it won’t go on wasted even for loners like me.

Everyone will get lonely at some point. And some will get depressed for being lonely. Not all loners are lonely, I’ve never been a loner… and that made the difference.

This is what you call enjoying loneliness… and I did that by going to Palawan.





*1st Stage: Denial








Comments

Kablogie said…
So nagsolo ka pala na di ka man lang naimbita at pati si Einstein eh dinamay mo pa sa emo mo..Joke!

Share ka naman ng pix ng palawan oh miss ko na yan hahahaha..
DRAKE said…
Dumugo ang nostril at sinus ko sa iyo!hehehe!

Nga pala ingat ka baka sundan ka dito ni neneng at sabihan kang sayang ang espasyo o di kaya hanapin sa iyo si Balagtas!whawhahaha
Yien Yanz said…
@KABLOGIE: Bakit Ngayon Ka Lang? Kanta yun at kinakantahan kita ngayon... Cge update ko to with more pics... Uy balik tayo dun ganda dun!!! Sarap mamasyal mag-isa hahaha!

@DRAKE: Nagiging anemic ka na sa akin kafatid ah, hahaha. Uu nga eh, kinakabahan na nga ako na masundan ako ni neneng dito hahaha... Pero di kaya si neneng at si abnuy ay iisa? hahahaha!!!
A-Z-3-L said…
a moment of solutide will not be wasted if you really are a loner...

minsan we tend to go in far places alone to sort things out...

hindi sayang ang pagpunta mo dun na magisa... ako nga gusto ko ring lumargang mag-isa ko lang... kelan kaya posible?
Yien Yanz said…
Hmmm... Going to Palawan started as a crazy idea and then it progressed as an impossible dream... just imagine going to a strange place alone...

a lot of people can wish of doing it... but not all can make it a reality...

after the trip, it wasn't just a dream come true anymore, it became more of a fulfillment... satisfaction... with that I became stronger...

*hahaha langya, emong emo... kainis! but with all seriousness, i look at life a lot better now and a lot lighter...
kapengarabo said…
palawan is ready to welcome you at any time and any mood you're in.

nice blog. keep on blogging.

kapengarabo
Yien Yanz said…
...Visiting your site right now...

Thanks, I'm not much of a blogger actually... I'm more of a novelist, nagga-gather lang ako ngayon ng friends na bibili ng libro ko later, pero kung di sila bibili, i'm still a winner... kasi mas priceless ang friends... at tsaka wala pa akong nauumpisan, imaginary pa lang ang libro ko hehehe, at least may friends na diba?

salamat sa pakiki-kape kapengArabo... masarap nga ito...

OMG, you have a book??? galing galing! I wanna know more!!!
Unknown said…
haay what a beautiful place indeed!

sis next time na malonely ka pasama naman!...iba pa rin ung may kasama ka na rumarampa! :}
Yien Yanz said…
sis VONFIREL: Definitely, Agree ako sayo na mas masayan pa rin ang may kasamang rumarampa ano... nakakapagod kayang sagutin ang mga tanong nila kung bakit ang isang diwatang katulad ko eh gumagalang mag-isa hahahah!!!

Sama kita, kafatid!!!
Dhianz said…
ate Yanie!!!!!! may new post kah palah.. ba't nde koh alam??? lolz... teka... Denial Stage!.. andon atah akoh ahh... hehe... pero nde akoh naeemo today.. kinda tired eh... pag nde akoh pagod.. walang ginagawa.. and dmeng space sa yutakz koh.. yan... that's when my kaemohan comes in... ate!!! 'la pa sa edward koh?...what should i do?... hehe... ingatz lagi ate ha... *hugz*... Godbless! -di
tsenn` said…
masarap naman maging alone paminsan minsan. malulungkot ka lang pag mag-isa ka kung bigla mong maiisip na sana may kasama ka pero pinili mong mag-isa.
ay ang gulo ko ata.
hahaha. pasalubong po?? hehe
Yien Yanz said…
HI DHI: Ikaw lagi ka na lang nahuhuli sa mga post ko haha, eh kasi naman matulog ka nang maaga at nang dika mahuli hahaha! mahirap ang masyadong emo, dapat paminsan minsan lang.. kasi it sucks out happy energies in you eh nakakahawa pa naman yun

Hi TSENN: may tama ka sa sinabi mong yan... You still can't help pa rin naman to think na sana you are sharing those special moments with someon special to your heart! pasalubong? ahhm sa susunod na balik ko na lang dun hehe!
Noel Ablon said…
My equation, pag alone ka in a very amazing place is just multiplying the loneliness. Why? Marami kang nakikitang magagandang bagay and you want to share it to others but no one to share it with.

Bilib ako sa'yo, nakaya mo yun hehe!